Saturday, December 1, 2012

Submerged.

Even though my faith in you is lacking from time to time, I just want to hold you. And these records I hold of trust can be burned if given enough time. Waking up alone has taught me to look past all of the pointless fights and bickering. Waking up with your legs wrapped around me and the taste of your lips reminds me that this is what I am fighting for. And when I defended my demons over you, I want to forget. I remember one of our last moments driving in that car, you screaming at me and throwing such a tantrum. You cried so hard, you hated me having that memory of you as one of my last, that I would hold onto that as I left you in that drive way that rainy October day... But all I saw that day was a boy and a man. Both in pain yet strong, both lovable and irreplaceable. You were right so many times that I never let on, and you saw me through and through when I tried so hard to hide. If what your heart spills is true then I promise all to you. I won't let go, I'll continue fighting, and I will give you love more and more each day.


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